Lol, dude, he's looking for a cheer up, not a suicide recipe. :D But seriously, mate, don't let it get you down. Whatever you do, don't do anything silly. As cliched as it sounds, if you love it, let it go . . . etc etc I was never a beleiver in "Everything happens for a reason" but it does, you just don't know the reason yet. The moment you stop looking for the reason, it will smack you in the mouth.